Language Problems

I know I suppose to use english to communicate.

But, I din.
I just duno why.
I know mom sent me to private school just want me to improve english.
And I think I did improve, at least is better.

I know english is really important in this society.

But why can't I just use english to communicate?

Izit that hard for me?

ya...is really hard for me..

I scare and not dare to talk.

I prefer to write or type in english than speak in english!

Who can force me?

I know, many assignment and presentation is keep on coming toward me this year.

I really duno how to face it!

anyone can help me?=(

damn sad la..