Angel...

"Angel..Angel..Can you make my wish to come true?" I pleased."Can I wish human treat everyone equally? no more unfairness?"I asked.

"Sorry, my sweety. This is human-normal-response. Unfairness always occur." Angel replied.

I love you and I know you love me too. But, I don't love in the form of materialistic. I doesn't means that you not good enough. You are always the best and the idol for me. I admire you...

However, things act differently without even you yourself notice it sometimes. I'm not trying to complain or anything. I will not even say a word about it also. Because I know if I do so, it will broke your heart and hurt you deeply. I love you. I don't want to see you cry. Every tears drop of you will make me feel pain in my heart.

Yes. I know myself standing in what level now. Nothing is good about me. The only thing I know is just wasting money. Just like the so called 'bai ga lui'. I have no right to judge a person or even get a person to respect me. Yes, all I know.

I have a good start in cimp. Everything so far quite ok. I happy with it also. There's no point of telling them because I already can guess what they will said, especially x there.bla...whatever. I don't care anymore. Thank you shaun. You helped me a lot.

Write everything out feel nice.=). I'm ok already. Goodnight!

Mama forgive the times you criedForgive me for not making rightAll of the storms I may have causedAnd I've been wrongDry your eyes

heartJ 40 days♥

I dreamed a dream.

Hello people:)

I know I am supposingly to study now. Since the dream is still clear in my mind and I got no one to tell out, I decided to blog out.

I consider as a very-lucky-child in the world. No need to go out and work to earn money, no need to do house work, only concentrate on studies, didn't face any big-life-experience before, didn't lose something that is really verry important and etc. However, I experienced one of them in my dream. In the dream, I have lost the important one. Somemore is because of me. This feeling is damn scary. I was trying so hard to cry but no tears is coming out. I know I was in a dream and so, I woke up and starting to cry. But, no tears is coming out as well. People, drive safe and don't speed! please remind your loves one either your family nor the one that you care. Don't wait until things happen only then regret.

Accident is not fun at all. But, I know, we can't control everything we want. Things come without you expect. The only thing you can do is appreciate them and care them. Show them your love before it is too late.>.<

heartJ

37days♥

Appreciate

I don't want to know what will happen tomorrow.

I just want to appreciate what I have now.

♥missJ

Leaving one by one

Because of one mistake and become like that. I wasted my life. I will never ever forget this for the rest of my life. Now, seeing them one by one entering uni, one by one going oversea to go for further study, soooo jealousy. Yes, I am. Everyone is leaving and just left me.

Even now I'm studying in sunway, I just enjoy my lonely life. Every break time, I just went inside my car. Just like hiding myself to avoid the crowed. As what I posted up on fb "Sometimes, I feel like I have leave out and become more alone. This called independent?sigh.=(". Is this called as independent? I just feel like I need someone to protect me and care of me whenever I need. By the way, the pic above is fransisco coffee. Hah! I'm still prefer starbucks.

Wuhooo~I attend guitar classes for more than one month! Guess what? I always have a smile face and happy mood whenever I back from guitar class!=) Sadly, I still don't even can play a song now.=(.

Ilovefriday.heartJ.

♥米修

my life + my style = my lifestyle

It's a lame title for this post I know. Well, I'm now sitting alone in the starbucks and having a cup of frap espresso while waiting for my sister.

Today is my second week of college's life. What's my opinion? I like the CIMProgrammes, the way the teacher teach and the timetable am having now. It's a much different compare to SAM programmes. I meet a lot of international students from different countries like china, indo, canada, cambodia, and etc. Also, this is my ever first time get a canadian's teacher to teach me economics. Yup, is pretty nice!

I miss my friends so much! In this college, I don't really get close with anyone. The reason is because three classes that I attend all is different people. Well, it doesn't means not good also. I have plenty of time for myself. My timetable is like having break time in between of the class. During the break time, I went to sit inside my car to do homework, revision, listening songs, have my breakfast+lunch, and even sleep. Sounds weird of sitting in the car during break time right? I feel much more comfortable sitting inside the car and can do whatever things I like.

make it mine and I'm yours.

♥ you.

晴天娃娃

晴天娃娃，你到底在哪里？我找你好久好久了。。。

No one will understand you. Even if they do, they are actually not. I like to keep quiet, sitting alone and listening to songs in my room. Just like living in my own world. NICE!=)

Sacrifice?

I don't want much, I just want EVERYTHING. And because of this, you need to sacrifice. You need to lose something before you get the thing you want. Am I right?

Time flies. It's 2010 now. Two more days later, I'm going to start my college's life again. All I need to do is just follow the schedule that the uni have offered me. And now, I'm thinking should I? or study for half a year more to deserve a better uni? I did take every words of you into my heart. You just want me to have a better future. So, I'm sitting here alone in the room and start to think about it.

It's time to wake up girl and think about your future!

one more day♥米修~~