Miss those days.

32 hours to go, 2009 has come to an end. Thinking back things that happened this year...such an unforgetable year! From the day I fall..., I stood up... and now become a happy girl. Everything just like happen in a blink of an eyes. And now, someone has coloured my life. A girl without a past won't grow up.

I miss those days with my close friends. I miss all the actitvites whenever hang out with them. We together sing k, watch movie, shopping, eat nice foods, celebrate birthday and the latest one, genting trip! There's a close friend of mine, whenever I was down, this friend will ask me out for yum cha, tell everything out and give me suggestion.thank you.I'll appreciate this friend very much. As what daddy said I only know them not more than a year, at least I know which one is good friend right? You can build a long relationship with your close friends. But not the years of your friends that you meet consider as your close friends right?

Let's pictures remind back part of the happy moments...

This picture is the very first time I sat Jane's car to sunway to meet my sister.=)

I'm not going to show out all the pictures because is too many. There's also some memory in my mind that not taken down as a picture. Anyway, past is past. We need to move forward to our life. As the person said 'always look on the bright side of life'. >.< (Make it mine & I'm yours)

-米修

Draw a smile.

I know this will happen. Should be used to it. So, just put a smile on my face whenever it happen again. I will do everything but not communicate.

=)

Merry Christmas.

Merry Christmas~~!

不去想太多。晚安！=(

Everything is blind.

"The clock is running. Make the most of today. Time waits for no man. Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift. That's why it is called the present."

under control

All is under control. I feel like I'm living in the world is meaningless now...

Yes. Everthing under control is good for me. But, how's my feeling?

forever innocent?

如果事情那么简单那就好了。但，人的想法变了，世界都随着人类转变了，样样都不同了。就这样，我也要随着他们的转变，要变成一个自私又不单纯的人。也只有这样才能生存在这世界上。

我好累。。事情如果那么简单那就好了。。

Mirror

Do you ever try to look yourself in the mirror to get to know how much you understand yourself? Even if you do so, do you manage to know yourself? Just imagine, you is the only one that know yourself more than others and can you expect others will understand you? The answer is no.

Yes, I have lots of negative thought in my mind. Due to the environment and situation happened, can you still able to have positive thought in your mind?

-I cry, is just blaming myself and not blaming you.

-I like to go starbucks to get a drinks is because there's the only place I can find myself to happy.

-I go out, not because of what celebration or whatever, I just want to relax myself because I can't accept the facts and face the problem.

-I like friends, not because of I putting them as my first place, they is the only one I can talk to.

-I seldom talk to you, not because of I don't like you, because we have communication problem.

I want a silent night for tonight.=).. I know they love and care me.

No one will understand you. Even if they do, they are actually NOT.

Positive.

Be Positive.

I have to accept and face my problem now.
I feel happy tonight.=X

songs rock my life.

Oldies thought.

The days finally came. It's the end of my life? Actually I should said I already know before I get it. I even have made the decision. But, how come now seems like..........

I always thought I have made my mind clear and don't bother about ages or how's people look at me. Come to university's life, there's lots of different ages of students and should be a normal situation right? When only I can open my mind? Now, my mind is full of oldies thought.All just a bull shit. Maybe I just use this as a reason for me so that I will feel better.

I should not take my worry as a problem. The most biggest thing that I should worry is my parents. Sorry mom and dad. I need you guys to spend another digits of money for me to study for foundation again. I know, we able to enter college also because of the planning and the saving earlier from parents for each of us.

I should stop negative thinking from now on. The sky is wide, the chances is there. However, once fall down, take it as a experience. Do not take it as the end of the world becuase life will go up and down.

在这时刻，我深深的了解到‘失败为成功之母’的成语。失敗往往是成功的先導。指從失敗中吸取教訓，最後取得勝利。现在我可是怎么了？我好害怕面对我的新生活。。