Third day...

Today is the second day of Chinese New Year, relative came to my house and we had our dinner together at nilai. We had our earlier birthday celebration for my lovely grandma. She is going back to Australia very soon again. Yes, I know I seldom spend time with her. She is the one who care me the most. I love her. ):

Since yesterday start, I addicted to the drama "down with love". Jerry yan is in the drama too.haha. Imagine you is the girl in the drama...Do you believe fairytale? ok la, don't think too much. This will not happen on me.

Today is the third day. That means two more days to go. ): Can I know what your mind thinking?>.<

I think too much again

heartJ

Second day.

Happy CNY & Valentine's day again♥♥♥

Today is the second day.Three more days to go. 米修米修deeply. miss the cam cam also. Can the time pass faster? ):

First day of chinese new year...

Whole family went back to hometown today. The weather is super HOT until I'm going faint.agrrr...Luckly, we leave hometown early before sunset. Today is valentine's day and we had western food for dinner today. (: The decoration is nice...I will bring my friends there the next time.>.<

The look for today. (:

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Feel happy tonight because someone just gave me a call. (: *sweet*

uknowJ♥u

Cny + Valentine‘s Day.

Happy Chinese New Year & ♥ Valentine's day!

This year is special where cny and valentine's day in the same day. But, not special for me because I don't think there's any different also.lolx.

Shopping alone in the shopping center is SUPER NICE! love it so so so much...No need to beg people to bring me go buy clothes...har...I better start save money now then go shop alone again!=)

Few days ago, I saw someone's shout out on fb. Here's the person wrote "If your friend think you are good and friend with you, they just want to get advantage from you. But, if you is BITCH and they still help you, this is your truth friend." *tumb up*........nice!

Sometimes, it is better to stay in the room to avoid unhappy thing happen. World is unfair, I can't blame, comment, or even say a word. So ya, just need to use to it.=).

我就是没有一样好。。。。但，做人要懂得知足。不去比较和羡慕别人有多好。珍惜我现在所有的一切就好了。说得太简单，做就难。

奇怪，开心不起也不知为何。。。

Jheartu.56 days♥

Failed AGAIN

Every decision have their own reason. Do you agree that? I choosed not to bother also there's a reason behind of it. And, the reason is I scare I sad, I cry, and I can't focus on my studies again. I don't want to waste another year again. I know, not to put this at first and I tried so hard. The only way is not to bother. However, day by day, the day is getting nearer, my tears drop automatically whenever think of it. Lastly, 'Angel, you failed again'. ):

jypy):

珍惜。。

有些东西就是失去了才会珍惜。。。

Exactly in the count of one week to valentine and cny.

Exciting? NOPE...

What I get is not what I want.unsatisfy. Anyway, I still need to move on my life.

Where's the ring? I can't find it. )':

remember this bear?

no surprise.

...And so, they become best friend. The end.

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Hello, sheeps!

no surprise. no surprise. no surprise. no surprise. no surprise. (the day)

Day dreaming infront of the computer now. Not going to touch phone at all. Tonight, I'm not going to think and trying to guess anything. I already knew it. I don't want to care anymore. Guessing all the time makes me feel tired. I hate liar. I'm not a 3 years old girl... ):

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Angel...

"Angel..Angel..Can you make my wish to come true?" I pleased."Can I wish human treat everyone equally? no more unfairness?"I asked.

"Sorry, my sweety. This is human-normal-response. Unfairness always occur." Angel replied.

I love you and I know you love me too. But, I don't love in the form of materialistic. I doesn't means that you not good enough. You are always the best and the idol for me. I admire you...

However, things act differently without even you yourself notice it sometimes. I'm not trying to complain or anything. I will not even say a word about it also. Because I know if I do so, it will broke your heart and hurt you deeply. I love you. I don't want to see you cry. Every tears drop of you will make me feel pain in my heart.

Yes. I know myself standing in what level now. Nothing is good about me. The only thing I know is just wasting money. Just like the so called 'bai ga lui'. I have no right to judge a person or even get a person to respect me. Yes, all I know.

I have a good start in cimp. Everything so far quite ok. I happy with it also. There's no point of telling them because I already can guess what they will said, especially x there.bla...whatever. I don't care anymore. Thank you shaun. You helped me a lot.

Write everything out feel nice.=). I'm ok already. Goodnight!

Mama forgive the times you criedForgive me for not making rightAll of the storms I may have causedAnd I've been wrongDry your eyes

heartJ 40 days♥